ColHER (Color)
I never felt shade as deeply... until the day I decided to be myself completely and love...FREELY.
We are made to love...to feel something greater outside of ourselves...a gravitational pull that draws us to someone else. This energy is one of a kind and hard to keep once you find. The purest attraction is when you can stand in love with arms wide open...willing and vulnerable to everything attached...to be able to love in the present without involving the past.
Her soul is the most resilient hue I have ever seen, beautiful like an evergreen. My tears became the RAIN of her BOWS... one by one my inhibitions I let go...and without regrets...I surrendered who I was for all that SHE is...ColHER.
If black girl joy had a face, it would surely be mine- indescribable bliss no longer denied. People choose to see otherwise, but that’s just because their colHERblind. The contours of her body can’t be ignored...traced in grace and dipped in melanin...I embraced the patterns of her so that our hearts could blend...ColHER.
The tone of this relationship is no different from any other...it’s just as special as the bond of two friends and lovers. There are no gray areas of my comfort zone...I’m certain of my truth...the pigment of my affections I dye the deepest purple for you.
So allow me to shape my intentions and fill in the blurred lines...tinting with unconditional love over every outward lie. I found liberation for myself amidst this new war in matters of the heart...and we who dare to be are steadfast like water colors glowing in the dark. We are worthy of living and loving as we chose, no matter the prototype of your favorite hue...we all matter and it is the greatest matter...ColHER.