Portrait of Self

I am sound and fury,

signifying

everything;

strurm und drang,

wrapped in black skin;

I am

what a sinner looks like,

broken by grace;

the son,

my father never had;

the apotheosis

of blues incarnate

and undiluted jazz.

I am

the love-infused truth

of Baldwin;

I am,

Nina Simone

in a man’s body;

you read my words because

you can handle the truth.

I am

the city of broad shoulders,

and all its Bronzeville residents,

distilled to represent

light and shadow,

beauty and pain;

my name

is verisimilitude;

my name

is on the lips,

unspoken

by the one

who preached

the Sermon on the Mount.

I am

not what you think I am,

but I am,

what you need me to be;

touching you

to the very core of your soul;

I am

the moral of the story;

I am

the riddle,

wrapped in a mystery,

inside an enigma,

yearning to breathe free;

what love

looks like in public

and

in private;

your favorite myths,

if they were all true;

your wildest fantasies

that you need never feel guilty of;

the spark

that lit the candle of liberty;

the stream of consciousness

you want to keep rolling along.

I am

the dark knight;

the dark passenger;

the very dark itself,

penetrated by light,

as only light can penetrate.

I am

the very last line

of a never-ending poem…

to be continued.

© Joseph Powell

Joseph Powell

Joseph Powell is a writer and spoken word artist and the author of four collections of poetry including The Spirit Of Baldwin Compels Me. His poems have been featured in various print and online journals including vox poetica, WORDPEACE, Marble Hand, Wilderness House Literary Review, The Blue Mountain Review, Trouvaille Review, the Santa Clara Review, The Freedom Papers and most recently, the just released anthology, 2020: The Year That CHanged America. He was a featured poet in the PBS/National Geographic documentary, Skin and has performed around the country including the Southern Festival Of Books, the Tucson Festival Of Books, and the Austin International Poetry Festival. He lives outside of Nashville, Tennessee with his wife, Cindi and dog, Hendrix.

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