I used to believe that I was a star because of how from afar I shine and help bring hope and happiness to others but up close I burn not only myself but others. Or perhaps I believed I was a star because I knew I was going to burn out if I didn't help myself before others. Eventually, I realized that I was more of a meteor because not only do I burn but I crash too. Some people, unfortunately, picked up on that and I was convinced they were stars but not the type of star I used to believe I was. I believed that they were the type of stars that I could depend on. The type of star I could count on no matter what. The type of star that would love me and take care of me no matter what. The type of star that wouldn’t care that I talk to them a lot. The type of star that loves everything about me. The type of star that actually listens to me even my stupid rants about dumb shit. The type of star that I can revolve around. The type of star that won’t try to limit how much I talk to them. The type of star that won’t push me away when I cling to them. But unfortunately, those people were not that type of star. I soon began to realize that I was more of a planet. I wanted a star to spoil and revolve around. A star that would give me stability and wouldn't let me drift away. Even when I had met that perfect star that I could revolve around I was too scared to do so. I kept going to other stars that would only burn me. Luckily every time just before I crashed my true star was there. Eventually, I made that star mine and I was no longer an asteroid I became a planet. Without my star, I would never be able to truly shine. If either of us burns out or eventually dies then we’ll go together. I will forever be with my star and I will never let her go. My star shines brighter than any star to ever exist. I love my star more than anything else. I will forever revolve around her. She will always pull me in and no other star can pull me away from her. I am forever grateful to my star for always being there to save me. I am so glad I did finally find that star that loves me for me and I will forever be her world. So thank you my beautiful star I love you. I know that your light will never perish and neither will our love.
